Friday, February 6, 2009

Obviously...I dont know what I'm doing

So...for my first attempt at using my blogger...I would just like to announce...I have no clue how to use this. Lol.
So forgive me if my page goes all wacko without the slightest warning.

*cough*
Anyways...
The past several weeks, well, actually months have been insane. There has not been a moment I have been able to simply stop and enjoy the quiet. I long for the day when I'm sitting by the beach again and the waves are coaxing me to give up my hold on my worries.

A few things have managed to get me through everything and what better place to share them, than in a random blog! :p
1. God. Without him right beside me constantly, I would have given up a long time ago.
2. Good people that refuse to give up on me
3. The Bee Gees. Mhm. Go ahead and laugh, you know you want to. Its crazy, you dont have to tell me--but somehow my new obsession has kept my mind off the hard things. It seems like I find a new song every day that helps me forget my pain.

So one of these days I'm gonna be sitting on a beach in Galveston...or maybe even Bolivar...and I'm bringing this song with me. Its like my dream song. Reminding me of the place I want to be. A place that maybe, just maybe...God can break through the noise of my worry and wondering...and talk to me again. Just like a best friend.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7tPqkfduNE